Over and Over

Last night was great, had a good laugh and got very drunk. I don't know how i got up for work today but i have to go out again in an hour for a wedding.

One thing a lot of (straight) people don't understand about gays is coming out. Yeah, they understand that you come out to your family and friends etc. but they don't get that it continues through the rest of your life. I thought about this last night.
After we left the club we were walking to a friends house for an after party. I was chatting to a guy my friend knows who i'd not met before, but i'd been around him all night. I can't remember what we were talking about but i remember saying 'oh, no, i'm gay'. He was actually surprised, i'd say i'm possibly 1 or 2 out of 10 on the campness scale, so noone ever really knows i'm gay unless they've been told.
Anyway, what i'm getting to is that 'coming out' is a continuous thing. You don't just do it once and it's over with. I'm constantly coming out, to new friends, people i meet, people i work with, people at university. I think it's the way you present it which governs how people act. I usually don't make any fuss over it, most of the time it's just a side comment or it's implied by talking about hot guys, going on a date with a guy, whatever.

For some people, the first time coming out was hard enough, and many find it hard to have to constantly define their sexuality. Personally, it's not a big deal to me. If you don't like the way i am, i have plenty of people who do. So fuck you. haha

Ok, i really should finish getting ready, i'm looking forward to tonight.

Head To Toe

Received last night:
VW:'making sure you've not forgot me, drinks soon?'

Hmm we'll see.

Living For The Weekend

It's late, i have work tomorrow. But i'm going out tomorrow night to see Super Furry Animals and a great local band called The Sunshine Underground. I'm going with one of my really close friends who i may get a flat with in July.

On Sunday I have work again, and then i'm going to a wedding reception for one of my supervisors.
So it looks like 2 very drunk nights are ahead of me, i can't wait :D
This may mean there might not be very many posts this weekend, but i'll let you know what i've been up to on Monday.
Have a great weekend, get into trouble.

Oh, if you check out The Gayest Str8 Guy's blog, he posted some reader's pics. I'm in there somewhere ;)

I'll leave you with some of The Sunshine Underground. Check them out.

Thank Fuck It's Friday

I think i'm going to start celebrating Fridays by posting some of the hottest pictures on my computer. Enjoy.

Manners

Listen to one of my favourite bands, Passiot Pit.
They're album 'Manners' is a good listen.

If you know of anything similar, or something you think i'd like, let me know.

Popular

That's Jon, there's a lot to say about Jon.
We went through school together from the age of 7 and were really good friends until about the age of 13 or 14. We still spoke and everything after that but we had different friend groups.
He was always one of the most popular guys in school, mainly because he was one of the best looking. He was into sports, girls, a typical lad's lad.
So the summer after high school i was on holiday with my family and got a text from him. He was just asking about what i was doing after leaving, what uni i was going to etc. The conversation then went in a different direction (i knew there was an alterior motive for him texting me). He started asking if i had a boyfriend, what guys i liked, what was different about being with a guy.
He couldn't have made it more obvious that he was curious about it, so i played along. I asked him if he had ever thought about switching sides, just for a one time thing, to see what it was like.
Then he dropped the bomb, 'well yeah, i'm bi, i've always known, i've just never acted on it', or something like that.

Wow, this couldn't have been better, a guy i'd lusted over since i was 13 was pretty much declaring his love for me. Well, not exactly but it was a nice thought.
After this we started texting quite a lot, he was asking a lot of questions, but never really anything sexual directed towards me, not yet.

After a few months he sent me a text in the early hours of the morning, 'i'm so fucking horny, i've been thinking about fucking you and it turns me on so much.' Ok, he was obviously drunk so i just ignored it, but he text me in the morning, 'i meant that text last night, i really want to try it.'
Well goddamnit! get your ass over here!
I didn't say exactly that, i played it cool :P
The texts continued and have done ever since, we chat occasionally and since then he's been sucked off by 2 guys, both 'straight'.
We exchange pics occasionally and he seems fascinated by my dick. He thinks it's huge and is constantly asking me to measure it and send a pic. I haven't done it yet, i'm around 7" incase you're wondering ;)
Unfortunately we're at uni's pretty far from eachother and i'm rarely back at home due to work, so when i am my time's taken up with family and friends, and we're never usually home at the same time. I've seen him out a few times at christmas and during summer, but it's on nights out, and nooone else knows about his other sexual desires, so friendly conversation and suttle flirting is about as far as we get.
But we both have a little giggle when we do see eachother, it's our little secret.

I've told a few of my close friends about it, one of whom i've known for the same period of time, and the 3 of us were really close up until early teens. I'm still very good friends with the other guy, he turned out gay as well, but we're practically family, nothing would ever happen there. He's insanely jealous that the hottest guy in school wants me to suck his dick haha

I don't know if anything will ever come of this, but here's for hoping!

I'm listening to : The Commodores-Easy

Smiley Faces

A huge thanks to Scott, the gayest straight guy i know.
Hello to anyone who's coming my way thanks to him, and if you don't know who he is, go check his blog out!

P.S The above picture is not gay ;)

My Way

This is Sam Way, he's a model from the UK....or something.
Who cares! Just look at him!

Walking On A Dream

Went out last night with all of my housemates, we somehow managed to organise ourselves so we went out together, plus about 8 of our friends.

First time i'd ever been to this club, but it was much better than expected. Sure, most people there are taking drugs or posers, but Jagerbombs are £2, so i'm not complaining.

I didn't find the man of my dreams last night, probably because they were all on methadrone.

To celebrate my day in bed recovering, here's some hotties doing the same:

Oh, What A Night

I'm listening to: Lisa Loeb-Stay

Be Mine

Meet Curls (obviously not his real name).
Curls was at the bar i went to on saturday when i met my friends. I've known him for maybe over a year, and thought he was hot as soon as i saw him. He's about 6ft, big build, great face, and messy curly hair. Very straight acting, i didn't know he was gay until one of my friends mentioned it.
On a birthday night out for one of my friends last year it was army fancy dress and he was there. He looked amazing, combat shorts, white vest, army paint. We went to a big club and had a great night, i chatted to him a few times, just general friendly conversation.
A few months ago i was talking to my friend and he came up, she mentioned that he'd told her he thinked i looked hot that night. After a tirade of abuse aimed towards her for not telling me sooner i told her i thought he was fit. Whether this information has been passed to him i don't know.
But on Saturday when we went into the bar he was sat there with one of his friends who i know really well. I moved my way over without making it obvious i was delibrately going in his direction (because i'm an idiot like that, i'm too shy for my own good when it comes to making a move). I said hi to the girl he was sat with and during our conversation he stood up and came next to me. He said hi and we had a little chat, nice and friendly, nothing awkward. Unforunately that was about it, he had to leave shortly after and i'd lost my chance. I was hoping he'd be staying for the rest of the night.
Let's pray i see him out again soon, because he's pretty much perfect.

I'm listening to: Cajun Dance Party-Run to the Fun

Dance, Dance, Dance

First day of my last semester at Uni. I have today off haha. This is the first time i've had a timetabled day off the whole time i've been at university, sucks that it's on a Monday though, because there's very few places to go out on Sundays.

I'll just get caught up with what went on at the weekend; I went out on Saturday night for some Japenese food with people from work, it's my supervisors wedding next weekend so we were celebrating. After the meal we went to a bar which i really don't like. It's expensive, small, and the people that go there just annoy me. I had an awkward encounter with a guy i went to college with, (the awkwardness came from me not recognising him when he was stood right in front of me smiling and saying my name....it took me a good 30 seconds to realise who he was), and i just wasn't really enojoying it. Plus i had work the next day so i didn't want to stay out too long.

I made my excuses and left at about 11, but a few minutes after i left the bar and was walking home i got a text from one of my friends saying she was out and seeing where i was. She was at a nice little place nearby, so i said i'd come for a drink.
I love this bar, and a few around it, because the crowd's quite alternative, the music's great, and it's pretty cheap.
I just love indie guys, there's so much eye candy in these places. I guess that's another one of my types.

So anyway, i got there and there were 3 of my friends with her who i'd not seen in months (i know them through her). So i knew i'd probably end up getting pretty messy. 1 drink turned into 2, which turned into about 10.
I ended up getting rediculously drunk and going home at 3, i love having 5 hours sleep and working with a hangover....

Shall we perv on some indie boys?









Pictures courtesy of the magnificent EastVillageBoys blog

I'm listening to: Lykke Li-Little Bit

You Live, You Learn

So, today i had my first exam. it went like most of my past exams, pretty bad.
I've never learnt from past mistakes when it comes to studying; no matter how much i convince myself that i'm going to put in the hours, i always end up studying last minute a couple of days before the test.

On the plus side, there was a hottie sitting next to me in the library this morning; tall, short dark hair, lots of stubble, and wearing those lovely sweat pants that cling in just the right places, always leaving you wanting more.Yum!

So i decided to take a picture to have as my thumbnail, it's above.

For now, let's admire the sweatpant:

Lovely!

I'm listening to: The Strokes-Last Night

Think

It's very early, i have an exam in 5 hours...
I'm about to go to the library for last minute cramming.
I hate exams.
My head is currently going at 100mph, full of sciencey stuff (my subject)
I still haven't started studying for my exam on Friday.
I hate exams.

I'm listening to: Pendulum-Another Planet

Wonderful Life

Just in case you're wondering, or have no interest in what i have to say about my life. I'll also be using this to post about things that interest me.

Point in case:


Hurts are a band i'm currently a little obssesed with.
Check out Blood, Tears & Gold above, then go find 'Wonderful Life' Both great tunes.

I'm listening to: Hurts-Wonderful Life